been struggling a lot recently with... several things...

i don't know why i've been so depressed >_<

I want to say things are looking better, but, I don't know... just don't know.

Parker Herb

Ahhhh finally the semester is over. I came through ok... could have done better... in fact I intend to... it's MINE why should I share it at all! Now that I think about it I don't feel like parting with it- it's MY ring my prrrrrrre-
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lol i have to chill out... man! last night was awesome... this cat i always buy beer for finally let me hang out with him and his homies... man that sounds lame lol but seriously i'm lonely as fuck out here, i have like no friends. but it was legit, we smoked a bowl and honestly it was pretty legit. I can say I actually had a good time for the first time in a LOOOOOOONG time on herbal... man i killed like six beers and two monsters lol... damn that was pretty fun. got work in a couple hours though. gotta make that munnnnny

And what's the deal with Zoxinn..?

Things have been going alright.  I honestly can't complain... I'll feel better once I'm actually out of the umbrella of the semester, but as it is i still have my algebra stuff to do (tomorrow... definitely tomorrow...)

I've been playing the shit out of The Magic Candle. Oh man...

I can't even explain how much I've progressed in that shit. I used to think it was all about starting out with Lukas, Ziyx, Eflun, Sakar, (optional chara), Min... and that seemed pretty legit, too; I had no idea how the game worked or how it panned out or anything. I thought, if anything, these characters would become stronger and be able to 'beat the final boss' like any old RPG.

I must have restarted this game like a couple dozen times in my life, and about three times recently. But it's been a parabolic curve- once I realized that the Crystal Castle characters were leagues beyond any at the start of the game, I made it my goal to get over there ASAP and hook up with some seriously prospectively-powerful homies. I knew about the teleportal in Pheron and Dermagud, and found out that you can warp to Yberton (right by C.C) from there. Ever since I was a little kid, I never forgot the chant to open the mines of Dermagud- 'Achunne Reshiptar Ebitonagzi'.

Hell when I was a kid I thought if I could clear out Dermagud, shit would just work its way from there! lol. Then later on I actually awoke Valon, the God, and once I realized that by awakening Gods you get QUITE a pertinent stat boost, and that was the ONLY way to get stat boosts, shiiiiiiiiiiiiiit....

I used to think it was a big adventure, sailing to Fubernal and raising Min's charisma in Bondell!

Nigga please!

I started out my game like this-

I got Ziyx and Eflun, just for the spell books, and then I hired three halflings with the different jobs, I think it was Miko, Min, and... well some little frigger I would never use other than for money.Jimbo?
errrr to be continued....

~~~continued six days later lol
well here's what i wrote my dad in an email... he's the one that got the game, back when i was a kid. so i felt like i should tell him about my adventure. i kept it pretty brief, but i'm sure he remembered some of the names lol:

had to soothe the unicorn into dropping the green ring using sherro's high call, i had to conquer the tower of Shadrum on the isle of giants, only to find a totally sane and hospitable dude at the top who peaceably forked over the halflings precious circlet, which allowed its wearer to retrieve the shir-aka ash from the elden tree in the wizard town of shiran... and speaking of which, i had to beat the mad wizard's tower at thakass- got him to cough up the blue ring...
he answered pretty much anything i asked him lol he was a real character... but dont get him started on hoddli ducks!
anyways, turns out thakass ported to the hidden dungeon, Sargoz. I tried beating it but had to flee, and regroup... by now i was so rich, from selling diamonds, rupies, topaz, emeralds- n conquering the towers of the Dark Forces in each town like Delkona, Sumruna, Merg... lukas' charisma was 99 of course, that was one of my first investments. that, and getting everyone in my party 99 learning skill... so they could train for +16 at any of the schools... yes i had my three dwarves with greataxes of course, but they spent most of their time using brom bows and picking off what lukas, my wizard, n my elf didn't destroy... i got three copies of the book Zoxinn while in the wizards village... not to mention they were each in possession of a sabano and ishban. they just shared the demaro since its spells were pretty task-specific.. like walkwater, or Pierce, or resurrect. zoxinn was crazy- zapall hit every enemy on the field with half of a fireball... there was a spell, Zex... somethin - dude, it instantly vaporized every enemy's magic shield and destroyed their armor. needless to say Lukas was having everyone chomping up Gonshis after every fight in anticipation of the next one... not to mention our strict diet of drelin every now n then, nift all the time (it absorbed the first three hits- wish i knew that back in the day! geeze! coupled with max shield spells, n like i said, gonshis to give u like three extra moves, luffins to guarantee ur first strike, n mirgets to multiply your damage- good thing Deruvia has pretty lax drug laws!