All Ways, Forward

Been balls deep in homework, haven't had a chance to write anything....

That's pretty much all that's goin on.

Had a killa shroomation tripology... I'm just pissed cuz my damn whiskey's flat, from bein open all night.

It was awesome- I gave myself over entirely to the spirit and just let myself go... it was beautiful... sure not everyone can digg everyone but I rode the wave the best I could... good shit man.

Odd as it may seem, I feel like my body has accumulated a vast store of knowledge... though it is so small compared to what lies out there, and what is possible...

Suffice to say, 'always forward'...

creeper status

Did a bit of creepin recently....

Man my buddy Kakashi... his sister is SOOOO damn gorgeous... I still see that same wanderlust-filled, headstrong, outgoing girl when I see her picture, though... She always reminded me of Noa from Legend of Legaia. I still daydream about makin it rich and scoopin her and her family up to go to Disney Land (for starters) but seeing her now... man. Some lucky juggalo wigga-wangsta she's with, that's for sure...

And my old best bro doesn't even look like the same person anymore... so weird.

Just a Jiub

I swear I can't take a shit without someone faxin me asking why my colon's at reduced capacity.

You know what? Sober people tell me 'you should be sober' meanwhile they're as happy as a dick in a blender.

People manipulate me and tell me lies all the fuckin time, and act like the reason it happens is because I'm trippin, drunk, or too stupid to notice- nigger I just don't put my fuckin energy in that direction AT ALL. Unlike you mother fuckers who waste your time on nasty shit, Jesus Christ I can't stand life... I can't fuckin stand it. I can't live one god damn day without people.  Without problems. Without pressure. Without already being behind on something that they just shoved in my god damn face... swear to God, who the FUCK would want to live in this shit hole of a fuckin planet.

I can't even rant on my blog without havin to wonder if I'm gonna eat shit for it. I could make a private, anonymous blog and that shit would still be eventually linked back to me- you can live on a deserted mother fuckin island and still have polluted radiated shitwater from some shit country splashin on your shore poisoning your goddamn coconut milk.

Fuckin people piss me off, constantly trying to change me. Meanwhile I'm just trying to get the fuck by, humor people I pass on this road I walk, and take a shit without having a dildo waiting for me with AIDS all over it. You can try and please people your whole damn life and they will still piss on you when it's raining. Every mother fucker on this planet deserves the eventual death that awaits them- you ever think of that? Maybe THATs the reason we die? Because we got it comin- cuz we fuckin SUCK.

I will never be content in my life. I will never be happy. That ain't a self-fulfilling prophecy- you know what AINT a self-fulfilling prophecy? Believing you will eventually be happy. That's fuckin bullshit. If you ascribe to that belief you might as well be an alcoholic. You might as well be dead.

Hell if you believe anything you're a nigger on a slave boat.

sad crown brown cow

Man I haven't blogged in a while...

Moved into a new pad, yada yada

Schoolwork meltdown incumbent...."""man I'm surprised at what people smoke these days. I seriously can't diggthe 'herbal' rcperience.... I really think it must be for people who like to be miserable, or else, I just have a crazy-different reaction....

wonder if there's other cats out there like me... xD aside from the DV tho, since all they want you to do there is quit.