Sarl Cagan

I like to think that I can be the kind of guy that you can come to rely on.... the kind of cat that you can put all your faith in...

I'm trying so friggin hard to improve myself, lol, I know it might seem like nothing to some of them cats out there.... but I honestly just want to tell you....

Even though we may be oceans apart, physically or metaphorically, the fact that you're engaged in my struggle by reading this means a lot to me...

Hell I might be speaking to ghosts, for all the hell I know.... Google says I have all these visitors to my blog but nary a comment is left...

Maybe cats are afraid... idk. It doesn't have to be that awkward though. We can get along

Been a while~!

Been a while since I last blogged.

I've got my stuff in gear and ready for the Fall semester- it looks like it's gonna be an easy ride, the hard part will be just staying on, as always.

I've always had a tendency to wander, lol. So for me to commit to something like this is truly a challenge and a great opportunity for growth...

It's not all fun and games, there are some things I'm not proud of in my life right now but alas, such battles do surround me...

I hope to one day be able to look back and know that it was all for the greater good, and feel relieved that I have made it... hopefully this is while sipping some exotic drink, looking over a balcony at the beach's edge with someone I've come to know and love and trust.

Aye, tis a lonely world for the poodle you see before you today... Tis a lonely world indeed. But the whiskey runs deep, aye, the river keeps a talkin...

Good stuff so far though~! God, do I love all my classes! I'm so glad to be in school... I'm o honored... I truly feel like a different man than I was... yesterday, an hour ago, years ago, aye... I feel as though I've truly grown...

The same winds do batter my face, bringing different smells or feelings, yes, but that same wind does not force me back nor bar my way no more... it has become a companion, truly... My only friend, perhap.

I don't know, I just like thinking about depressing things, I guess...

Just wondering how I'm gonna get enough for a bottle of spirits tonight... garrr I'd love a bottle, truly... Mayhaps I've replaced one addiction with another, but for the truth- I must say that I don't care what small things like such it costs me as long as I can keep moving forward to that brilliance.