Been a while~!

Been a while since I last blogged.

I've got my stuff in gear and ready for the Fall semester- it looks like it's gonna be an easy ride, the hard part will be just staying on, as always.

I've always had a tendency to wander, lol. So for me to commit to something like this is truly a challenge and a great opportunity for growth...

It's not all fun and games, there are some things I'm not proud of in my life right now but alas, such battles do surround me...

I hope to one day be able to look back and know that it was all for the greater good, and feel relieved that I have made it... hopefully this is while sipping some exotic drink, looking over a balcony at the beach's edge with someone I've come to know and love and trust.

Aye, tis a lonely world for the poodle you see before you today... Tis a lonely world indeed. But the whiskey runs deep, aye, the river keeps a talkin...

Good stuff so far though~! God, do I love all my classes! I'm so glad to be in school... I'm o honored... I truly feel like a different man than I was... yesterday, an hour ago, years ago, aye... I feel as though I've truly grown...

The same winds do batter my face, bringing different smells or feelings, yes, but that same wind does not force me back nor bar my way no more... it has become a companion, truly... My only friend, perhap.

I don't know, I just like thinking about depressing things, I guess...

Just wondering how I'm gonna get enough for a bottle of spirits tonight... garrr I'd love a bottle, truly... Mayhaps I've replaced one addiction with another, but for the truth- I must say that I don't care what small things like such it costs me as long as I can keep moving forward to that brilliance.