A reflash of the sameold sameold

Why does this cause such great trepidation in me...

I would like to think I could roll with anything- do anything, and be positive...

Not wanting to dex, when I can't anyways, is nothing at all like choosing not to, when I can anytime.

So simple, this battle I have fought for so long. Always, I... I can't even pit myself against it- I only choose... what reason can validate over such a length of time that..

'...and shine on it a light so bright/ it fails to leave any impression'



..Great is my enmity with the world, so damned great...

miss mah neegruhs

been living in a tweaker pad for like three, four years now...

pisses me off seeing all these rich kids on disability breezin through here, or whoring their way around beds and skooma dens.

God I miss my old friends, and the lives I have lived before this hell.

Terrible place to get 'my act together' or 'back on my feet', but, that's all there is to do; luck and God haven't done shit for me.