hanging out at the library today, got a little bit of soda and time left, then I'm heading out. Been staying relatively sober and overall it's been beneficial for me... not to say it hasn't been one of the hardest things I've done in my life. And what makes it worse is all this shit going on on the side...
I miss my ex a lot, I mean it really fuckin hurts not being with her. I wish things didn't degenerate like they did... I also wish she didn't cheat on me, beat me, and try and get me arrested multiple times.
So I don't know. It seems like the direction my life is taking is one of doing what is right for me despite it being uncomfortable. I just don't know... I wanna make my life better, that's all I know. I will do it no matter the cost.
I've been reconsidering the military, but I don't think they'd take me lol. We'll see... first I gotta get this debt payed off.
Despite all that's going on, I still have a lot of love to give and I send it out to all you cats who give a damn about me, whoever and wherever you are.
If Copernicus, Tesla, or Hendrix had blogs... err... the faint shadows of their blogs caught in a blast of cold wind might resemble what is presented in this Tome o' Darkness xD
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