Damn these headphones are too small

I'm doing a lot better... every day gets brighter and brighter =)

I really feel like the light is returning to my light, ahh it's such a great feeling. God dang, maybe it's just the seasons but whateer it is, Lord, I'm grateful. And I won't take it for granted, no, I'm gonna appreciate this every minute and use it as best I can.

I'm gonna hang out with my Christian friend Tracy today- she's so outgoing and honest, and positive, it's really nice. I totally dig her 'tude- I realize in a lot of ways she is blind to the beauty of certain things, as most of us are, and I realize a lot of it has to do with her hardcore christian upbringing. But that same Christian upbringing has given her a lot of values that I can dig, and honestly they're ones we both share, regardless of my own somewhat non-existant (religious) upbringing. Despite not being raised with any one specific religion prevalent- which is pretty righteous and I totally respect my parents for it, honestly that's the best freakin way to raise your kid, is not brainwashing their asses (then there are those that could say 'hey not teaching them is a form of brainwashing as well' and that's when I get up and smack you across the face cuz you're obviously in my brain and it's a dream and it's time to end this EXTREMELY long runon sentence omigerrd) SO (no ritalin today i'm afraid!) yeah despite being a blank state religiously and just learning from experience, I can digg the morals we do share.

Religious zealots are just as bad as faithless, dry atheists in my opinion. Extremes are only good for one thing- and that's to give support in moments of extreme duress, when all else fails. Hopefully shit never gets to that point.

The same thing could be said about economics; yes, it is good to have a few major-ass billionaire industrial giants and what have you. But they shouldn't be so for-profit and unshakeable as to be unable to give back in moments they are needed, like depressions such as we are 'supposedly' in. I don't think calling a shallow grave with shit being piled on top of it a depression, really, just poor decision-making. But you know me, I'm not an educated lobbyist, what could I know. >_>

Yeaaaaah it's one of them days baby.

So much love to all you cats out there~ keep on keepin on in your own weird ways~ don't forget to love the ones ya dont and slap a politician if ya see one. We could use more of both~