Castles Made of Sand...

I'm sittin in a hotel room in Indianapolis, and I haven't ever felt more alive.

My fingertips are jittery and my tongue is tumbling lol. I can't find the right words to say but I'm ready... Just what for, I don't know, but I do know I'm at my prime. This is my hour, baby~!

I'm gonna go down and have a helluva good meal, and then I'll probably play on the computer til I pass out. My roommate is on the phone, busy, and I'm just chilling out, wondering what to do...

I'm excited, but I got my composure... Just gotta take 'er easy.

Follow this tumbling tide through~

For the first time in a long ass time, I actually have dex but I don't feel like doing it. It just doesn't sound good... I'd rather be sober and alert, experiencing all this fully.

It's a good feeling I guess, I don't know. I'm hungry...


People might look down on me, see me as a junkie, or a druggie, but you know what? I've never lost that flame. I can be dowsed, sprayed, drowned, dunked, chopped, smashed, choked, but always that flame comes back. 


Maybe it ain't the flame that's stubborn, it's the flint and steel. Anyways... that's the thing about metaphors and analogies, they're only good for a surface reflection, any other semblance is remarkable. 


Hell, I'm gonna go and walk around, take some pictures and upload em for my lady. 


I love my girlfriend. I look at her and I just know, that's a face I'm gonna be seeing thirty, forty years from now, in another land, another time... she's beautiful, and I love her as much as I know how.


Thank God for pairing me up with her. I don't know what I did to deserve her but I'm gonna treat her right and nurture her like a flower~


Anyways ^_^| I feel awkward... but... A thing of beauty is a thing forever, right? This life might be a fleeting glimpse but this feeling of love that I'm coming to know is something that's familiar, it's been around a long time... it must be beautiful.


Shit this is so much girly-nice-words and shit, I can't stand it lol. I gotta go do something. They're good words though, so I'll keep em. 


Much love, to you and yours~