So I was livin with this... chick... at this motel room for a while. Things were going alright. Then I told her 'look you gotta dump this other guy you're seeing or we're DONE'. Aaaaaand she chose him over me lol.
Well I didn't see that coming ;_;
It was so nice living with someone else, damn. I wish I could be back with her just for the company, if anything. Damn... Now I'm not gonna be able to afford this motel room, so I'm either gonna go back to my buddy Mike's place or go live with my parents.
Not to mention work's been cutting my hours, and in my manic depression brought on by all this relationship-falling-apart drama, I called in to work like twice in a row... God. So now I'm pretty fucked in that department.
There's some kids from work that want to party tonight. But honestly I just want Zant to come over again. I just wanna lay with her and feel like shit's ok again...
Can't a guy make a mistake..?
I messaged her and apologized, asked for her to live with me again. Man... It's too late to go to the community college today, too.
Guess I'll run by a store and get some munchadelics. Damn. I don't wanna party today... I don't know what I wanna do. I just... feel like shit.
If Copernicus, Tesla, or Hendrix had blogs... err... the faint shadows of their blogs caught in a blast of cold wind might resemble what is presented in this Tome o' Darkness xD
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