This life ain't so bad...
Hell, even in my worst- case scenarios, I end up in some... well point is, shit is what you make it. I can be rolling in the ritz or glammin in the glitz, ya know, but...
Damn this life's been rough on me, man. As a guy who specifically indicates he does not want any part of rough or bogus, etc, it seems that without fail I'm drawn into the most stupid and horrendous circumstances possible.
I just hope that someday, I can really give back to this world. I'm so friggin tired of beggin, just beggggggggggin for a little more, aye? It really bums me out, thinking of how much shit I've taken advantage of, without even knowing it... I fully intend to repay my kharmic debts... though I know it will bring me to a point between hate and love, happy and sad, misery and ecstasy... such is the way of shit, eh? Maybe Carl Jung had it almost in the bag- maybe this universe is pretty dualistic. Or maybe that's just all our awareness' are capable of focusing on, so we make that our primary digression. Somethin like that... gya, every time I'm close to that 'borderline', somethin epic just swooshes me away with its immensity so I can barely fathom it, nor remember the previous...
...alright that's a bit too in-depth. But fuck life. Fuck all the unbelievers and fuck all the...
ya know Jimi Hendrix once said, 'I'm the one that's got to die, when it's time for me to die- so let me live my life the way I want to'...
...'Tis foolishness! If all were so easy, why- none would suffer in this world~!
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