Jus sayin

God you know why I can't stand this school shit? I disagree with something, and that's too fucking bad.

This book we're reading about poetry for my creative writing class is about as full of shit as my toilet after a night of heavy drinking.  This mother fucker is literally telling us that when we write poems, we should be 'thinking about our audience'...

I wanted to slit my fuckin throat. Jesus fucking Christ, THANK YOU capitalist-industrial machine! Thank you for destroying the human-fucking-soul!

Since when the FUCK has writing poetry been about SELLING IT to someone?! You write fuckin poetry, hell you write fuckin ANYTHING and it's for YOU. You play a god damn guitar, it ain't to make some niglet idiot fucking rich kid bullshit bastards buy your god damn albums, you play because it is the BENT OF YOUR NATURE. You play because it brings you PEACE.

But no, America has turned this into a 'well you can take what makes you happy, and make money off it by capitalizing on other people hee-harrr-hee-harrr!'.  You know what? I don't want to capitalize on ANYONE. I don't want ANYONE to suffer because of the things I do. I do my shit from the fuckin heart, and my intentions aren't to fuck ANYONE over. I REFUSE to buy into this ideology. 

I'm gonna continue playing music, writing poems and stories, and doing the shit I do. And I don't give a fuckshit, hooker-in-a-handbasket, nigger-in-a-noose fucking shit if I am ever fuckin recognized or looked at. I can die tonight from liver failure or chokin on my vomit or a meteor hitting my goddamn face, and I would care no more about it at that moment than I do right fucking now.

You know why? Or partly why? Because people, at least 50% of the time, disgust me. Unless I know you personally, and I respect your opinion and what you believe, I don't give a FUCK if you think my shit stank!

The reason I have this blog is so I can at least put my voice out there, instead of holding it inside until I flip out and rape/murder some fuckers. There is an innate heaviness to our thoughts and by releasing it into the public stream, it loses some of that weight, and makes us clearer, and less encumbered. And the reason I have this shit linked to my public image is because if I do anything, I would like to set an example for other people- to tell them that they DONT have to buy into the bullshit that fuckers have been shoving down their throats since the day they opened their mouth to scream at the delivery bed.

Plus there is a part of me that genuinely doesn't give a fuck- everything is equal, and if this makes me feel better, than fuck yall.