In fire, seeking for the light~ *redux*

man

i've had like the worst night of my life.... I thought that my mind could construct some pretty clever shit but the tortuous inner-dialogue that I had with myself was quite posssibly THE absolute most insane I have ever been and/or felt in my life... thank God for inner silence, momma mia; I could not shut that shit off though, for like a tortuous eight hours...

sleep deprivation and/or dehydration are probably the two biggest actual biological causes of psychological 'illnesses' (unwanted/unhelpable deviations), when it boils down to it. The situations and conditions leading up to those two issues is varied and rich as hell, but in the end I think those are the two biggest avenues towards creating an unhealthy mental state.

And I guess malnutrition should be up there with dehydration... basically just major tips towards negative in the scales of imbalance ya know... And there's so many different ways that people of all different lifestyles and situations can end up there...

Basically if you gotta fucking run it sucks doing it in the dark, in the rain, with blistered feet on unsure ground.

But you only have one real choice sometimes. One direction... one path with heart, no matter where you are.