Man I feel more and more like I'm just walking on some ... Well this new pad is definitely a step in a different direction. I wish I could just play games and honestly I don't even know what I want anymore...
After all the shit I've been through and seen, I'm almost just happy to be whatever I feel like at the moment...
Well I guess we can alll skirt around Heissenberg's Uncertainty the thing is, hangin out with this broad, I don't know... I feel like doin all that stupid shit that everyone else wants to do... and I'd be happy too, if I was with her...
I just feel like that's selling out... buying into the bullshit...I don't wanna believe in something so simple and powerful, but, i feel like everything i could ever want is right here in front of me....
It's all an illusion- there aren't any certainties and if I am anything it's a fuckin skeptic~ It is something so important to me that I have kept myself far from it for so long.... I'm just .... fuckin poodling man....
well i promised my ma i'd get some homework done despite all this ... i'm a man of my word, if not a lazy bastard
If Copernicus, Tesla, or Hendrix had blogs... err... the faint shadows of their blogs caught in a blast of cold wind might resemble what is presented in this Tome o' Darkness xD
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