Remissions from a notebook down under~

I wonder if she ever thinks about me, now. I looked her up- I don't know why- the other day and found out... well, I don't know. I screwed things up, I guess. I just did what felt right, only, it didn't work out. And instead of us both going our separate ways peacefully, as we should, I was just left with this empty void, this hole that I wish more than anything else could be filled.

I did meet another girl- my ex- but, as has been said before, how do you compare two sunrises?


Rebecca Kathaleen Hewitt is the most remarkable, yet down-to-earth girl I've ever been blessed with sharing my time on Earth with. I could relate to her so well, I could not tell you whether she actually was on a genuine parallel wavelength with me, or whether she was just coasting on my vibes...

Who am I kidding?! That girl was the real deal =) Everything that I ever wanted in a gal, I found in her. But in doing so, I realized how dissatisfied with myself I was. I had always though my self perfect, but this girl saw through it all with hardly a glance my way.