Robert Tussin

I am in so much emotional pain, I can't remember the feeling of certainty... My heart is ripped open into unimaginable levels... words do no justice for the pain and darkness that washes across my crumbling soul...

God I can't believe this shit has happened to my family... when I think about my sister's child, who is six, now... and she will never have known her mother's kind and caring face... and her father's in prison...

And here I am being a piece of shit in the fuckin corner, doing fuckin nothing. All I can do is my college classes but god damn, does it not just make you want to toss it all into the sea...

I don't know what's gonna happen... I don't know...

But I'm not gonna carry this thorn in my palm any longer... I've given so much time to 'let it work itself out' and all it has done is settle itself in nice and tight. I ain't gonna nuke this shit, or grenade it- it's strictly headshots from here on out. Clean and quick, I'm done fuckin around.

Fuck you, Robert Tussin