My Deepest Reflection; Grossest Infection

I tried so hard to find out what I DIDNT want to be, that I found out who I was...

These are the words that pound my head... I can't stop whatever it is that was triggered... It's like I hit a certain checkmark and the maker of the game said, HEY good job makin it this far, here's the god damn Master Sword...

This shit's just gonna level up, I know it... A weird calming benevolence permeates what seems to be precision, or is it desperation that fuels its drive..?

Seriously I feel like a fuckin android. It's the weirdest freakin feeling... I feel like it's all a trap... women control the friggin world, and my ma is like the fuckin administrator responsible for my upbringing... my guidance/ programming...

I am tempted even now to drink that foul liquid, that which doth taint the very fabric of my existence... even these words fall short of what I once was... Fuckin women control the world... it's disgusting... some chicks don't even think they're dudes and lasers flyin outta charge.. yes... the world was inverted...

Much like the Fresh Prince of Bel Aire...

'My life got flip-turned upside-down...'

GAHHH no wonder Morrison and the others offed themselves... to live like this is no life at all... To live like this is disgusting and the whole god damn world should up and flames. Yeah, up and flames.

Whoah... I figured it out...

My recent lifestyle changes have actually eclipsed my energy fields into a new synchronization...

Before, I used to be able to pop my back and experience short-circuiting, but now I'm so tight and streamlined I can't even do that anymore...

It's like I'm not gettin enough air to my brain... I don't feel right in this form...

*Initiating shutdown sequence*

yeahh that's lame but this isn't who i am... i don't fuckin care...