The darkest point, next to the only light... this small flickering light...

I'm so scared I'm going to lose everyone- my mom, my family, my friends... I'm so scared of one day waking up and not having my mom there- she's the only one that's been there for me no matter what, no matter how much everyone else has given up on me... Right now she's the only thing that's real to me, the only thing that matters to me... I'll do anything for her, I promise... I'll do anything for her...