Rays of Violet

Look, I'm gonna be perfectly honest here.

Charles Henry Motowski II
is a sinking ship.

I don't give a fuck about the band playing or all that bullshit.

All I know is, my end is coming.
There's no way I can get a job. I'm completely unhirable. I don't know what it is, but people just don't want me to work for them... I guess they can see all the years of deception and cough syrup abuse written on my face.

I want to be so full of hate but I don't even want to give my enemies the pleasure of knowing that I gave a shit. So I bite my tongue.

I don't know what it is, something just feels like it's coming to an end... maybe it's the whole 2012 thing, or maybe it's my court date. I don't know. All I know is, I know nothing...

I've been in this relationship with this transgender chick for a fuckin long ass time. And she's finally going to London again to be with her 40yo pedofile living-on-SSI-faggot-ass limp dick boyfriend. What kind of a faggot ass little shit makes someone he SUPPOSEDLY LOVES fly halfway across the world when that person doesn't have a real career, a stable home, a diploma or GED, I mean seriously... he's a piece of shit, it's so fucking obvious. But she has these little daddy issues because her fuckin dad slept with her when she was a kid. Rested his dick between her legs and all.

Fuckin, ex-KKK nazi-fag dad (who I totally get along with for some reason (probably the inordinate amount of painkillers that fucker's jacked up on constantly every day, he must shoot more opiates than a chinese soldier in a poppy field.))

Yeah, never once did I see this bitch's house, either. How the fuck do you date someone for like a whole year, and never ONCE see the inside of their fuckin house?! SOMETHING. IS. WRONG. WITH. THOSE. FUCKTARDS!

And the time we actually lived together? Dont get me started. For one thing, she made it (yes, SHE- as in the being that possesses a pussy and boobs, and a womb(we all call those people 'shes' but... Amanda's special. She feels like she should be called a boy. And that's toooooooooo bad for everyone else!)) and anyways, she made it impossible for me to love her even when I LIVED with her, because she literally took time out of OUR day to talk to this fucker on webcam, while we were supposed to be together, as in, a fucking relationship! AND I PUT UP WITH IT, BECAUSE GOSH DOLLY, ISNT CHUCK A NICE PATIENT GUY!
HEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRES CHARLIE!
xD so cheezy
Yeah. There's a reason kids are supposed to go to school. So they don't end up like her. She's on a power trip that's never ended. Must be fuckin nice. Look bitch, God gave you a set of boobs and a pussy. You're a fucking woman whether you like it or not. Just like God pushed my ass down the stairs when I was what, 3 months old or some shit, and I cracked my skull and somehow had an IQ of 142?  How does that happen, ma? Oh yeah, you were an alcoholic wastrel at the time, just like my father, so I guess it's not your fault I FELL DOWN THE FUCKIN STAIRS AND CRACKED MY HEAD!

Fuck everyone.