goals

ultimately-

i wanna be able to jump up from my back, no problem, without the assistance of my hands.  I used to be able to do that- that was the peak of my physical fitness...

Now, my capacity has expanded.  I can be much more than I was before... MUUCH more (yeah bring it on, mother fuckers- i will regress you back to an embryotic stage, nigga~

and that's if i'm in a good mood.

^_^

You know, I always had faith in mankind... maybe I just wanted to test it, to prove it was weak, like I was...

But now, it's a matter of pushing beyond my own limits- no concern to what others have done- and being all that I can be, every day.

I miss my old friends, aye, it aches on me so.... I know.... someday... we'll meet again...

I just want to be my best, for that day. And I know they'll be thinkin somethin similar- that's why they're my bros.... I miss em.

(I still want to find out what the hell happened between me and Kristi Wutt, and Christina DePinet... God bless em... especially Kristi... God, I hope she's OK...