happy days!

I don't know what it is... today, of all days, I am feeling, so much, the immensity of... despair... crushing down on me like the upper jaw of a dinosaur or sme shit...  I I feel like everything is hopeless... I don't know... I'm like....

:/

 I have so little faith in this world... I know it has so little faith in me....

I can't even complain correctly... I'm so tied up in this linguistic word-snake's tell-tale coil trap. I feel so overwhelmed, unsure if i'm gonna pass my classes or not... I know if I don't, I will never recover from this defeat... it will be the beginning of my end.... however quick or prolonged that ultimate sojourn would be...   In some ways, i am almost welcoming it... I'm so tired of this fuckin Earth bullshit... It's been nothing but the same damn shit every fuckin day since how long man...

I'm just stretched from years of substance abuse, I guess.

It's all going to end someday anyways...

Yeah, I know it's half-glass empty or whatever.  But everything is something. Just cuz you call it out doesn't mean shit. Whoopdy fuckin do.
We either become the people that destroy this planet or we are the people that are destroyed....

Kill or be killed...

hmm