I'd swim- but i wish i never learned

So I was going to the bathroom to drink a beer, and there she was... the bitch that used me.

I swear to God, she DOES have a right to be scared- she knows what she did and it's right up there with smuggling baby unicorns to hell as far as sins go...

Man, I'm sick of talkin about this bitch. Emma Teskey- you're seriously a fuckin... man... fuck her...

Things are going really awesome with Mary~ man she's such a gem... God bless her.... I gotta say, I'm real good at screwing things up.... man... i don't know, what it is, I just have this, numbing, sadness...


I don't know. I guess it's cause I haven't eaten good today? nah that can't be it... i actually am eating pretty well....

i don't know.... i just feel depressed.... it's probably all the alcohol i'm drinking..... i mean, it's always gonna be something, isn't it? if it ain't booze it's be something else. if it wasn't this, it'd be that... 

I don't know. I'm gonna do my sociology homework and then get goin on. Man. That stupid cunt, I really hate her... what a fuckin bitch- i hope she gets raped by like six niggers and gets AIDS and dies. What a pretentious piece of shit. If all you're gonna do in life is validate what you're doing in life, then you should at least be enjoying yourself. At least I went to the party- she stood outside and calculated all the reasons parties were wrong. GUESS WHAT! End of the night- one of us actually enjoyed our life experience- guess who?

THIS GUY!

alright I seriously need to cheer up. i'll finish this sociology shit and get somethin hot to eat... talk to someone that genuinely wants me in their life... someone i should be grateful for.

Love you, Mary~ <3