Friggin steven spielberg man

I should probably be happy... I should probably be  content.

Truth is, I'm really burned out today...

I tell myself things will be better, if.... if... if only ever is, if just that.

Aye, I be lazy today.  Don't really digg the vibes... a heaviness permeates the otherwise innocuously inviting air.  I know what it is that weighs me down with such crushing finality.... aye, ghosts of my past, made corporeal.

I feel no pain, no hurt... just this emotionless dissonance....

I think I'll go brush my teeth. 

I almost dated this chick but got rejected on our first outing.  I hate the feeling of someone using you as a stepping stone... there is no true companionship but that of the particles we ingest... and that in itself is only a passing, like water splashed on drying linens, tossed so coldly in the wind...

I cannot find the words to... hmmm... i should be happier... it's just, i lost my cellphone yesterday and feel like nothing without it.

I didn't even lose it, I left it in this chick's freakin car after this bio field trip.

Ahh well.