It was the summer of love

And I thank the stars above because this woman took her loving over me...

No, we didn't sell any mushroom tea, ecstacy, heroin or pcp (DMT may have been exchanged in small adrenal quantities however).

Look, pooint is, i'm sitting less than ten feet away from a girl that I shared my bed, my hearts, n soul with less than two weeks ago... two LOOOOOOOOONG weeks.  Amazing how time just seems to go slow as a black hole when you're coming out of a relationship.... how can she be so cold... so callous? How can my other ex, Walter/Amanda, be so cold, and callous? Jesus, I feel like I'm the only one with real emotions here... has everyone else just cut themselves off from their feelings... is that the society we astrive for? I will never conform to such didactic dissonance of the love of God.

There's a new son in town... takes a whole barrel of water, just to cool him down...

Yeah I've been living homeless in Prescott, Arizona for the past week.  It's been a blast, to be honest... I've been getting the sleep I need, and all the food.  I just... man it hurt me so much when that girl just.... seriously, what the fuck? I've been a drug addict for 7 years, yet I can honestly say I'm more sound, spiritually and emotionally, than any of these bitches I've dated. I know what I want and I know what I have to give, and when I give my love to someone I don't chop it off, or decide I'm done with it, EVER.

Somehow, that same thing happens to me all the time.  I can't seem to find the right vibe, the right attitude, the right wave, ya know.  I've been surfin for so long, like Kelly Slater man... and honestly I'm not content with just saying some dumb quib like 'ya gotta take it one wave at a time, appreciate each wave, etc'. That ain't enough for me, it never is. I guess that human beings are bound to push forward, to expand their limits, no matter what.  We do it at an incredibly small rate, usually... I feel like I expanded my outer limits way too far, too fast... I'm all over the place, ya know lol.

It's ok though... no matter what I go through, see or do, I will promise you, children of God, Hana no Suta~ to strive ever more for that feeling of ultimate love~