so you wanna hear the story

Well, let me tell you this...

One evening, I was lookin over at this cute girl to the left of me, as I was workin on my homework at the library... and she never made contact with my eyes, no matter how much I stared at her and looked at her! It was unbelievable! Never in my life had I had someone who so ignored me... I should've realized then and there- that, that was gonna be the rippling effervescence of our relationship.

I slipped her a note, with my name, contact info (email, phone number, name, etc.) and I waited to see her response, before dipping out of the library... she looked at me and I smiled and turned away... thinking that if anything, she would report me to the campus police or some bullshit lol.

Well she got ahold of me through email. And through that, we actually ended up meeting... and what do you know, we really had a thing goin! Geeze... she was so cool, ebullient and outgoing! I really liked this gal...

We shared so much, in bed and in secret.... and honestly, it came as so much of a shock to me, when she told me... that she was better off without me...

...I had never felt such pain, as I had then... or, rather, no one had ever stabbed me in such a way, in such a precisely painful, cold, and harrowing manner... aye, it was not my worst pain, but... in a way, it really was...

I don't know. I just don't know... I just... had to put this out there... God, it hurts so much...